♥ Confessions of a Newbie Mommy ♥

When I was still pregnant, I always thought that I am ready to be a mom; I was wrong. From the moment that I was on labor up to now, I still can't believe how I've made it through. The whole experience was never easy at all.

The nine months of carrying a big ball in my tummy, unexplainable mood swings, weird food cravings, stabbing headache and the forever-taking and oh-so-tiring labor. All these sufferings I endured prior to Akeesha's birth. But it doesn't end there.

On Akeesha's first 2 months, GJ and I are lucky if we can get a 4-hour sleep. Apart from that are the backaches and wristaches we get from carrying her because she resents to be put to bed. The endless and loud cries we hear whenever she's hungry, pooped, peed, have tummy-aches and even while BATHING. Yes, you read that right. There's never a day that passed that she never cried over bathing.

It never ever dawned me that these things can happen. Sure, I had an experience babysitting my nephews but never did I expect this. It's worst than I thought.

Inspite of the tiresome days we had from babysitting my baby, at the end of each day, then we learned are things that can only be taken from first-hand experience of being a mom, a parent. That no matter how messy, demanding, noisy and annoying baby she can be, she'll always be my baby, my angel, my inspiration, my life, my love, my VERY OWN.

Nothing in this world can ever change that.

♥ Ang pinaka first... ♥

Hey guys, I'm commencing this tag about completing the phrase about your firsts about your love life:

Ang pinakafirst ...

1. thing na hinahanap ko sa isang partner ay: mabait pero medyo bastos.

2. ka-EB (eyeball) ko na naging bf/gf ko ay si: wala.

3. date ko ay si:

4. date ko ay sa: G-mall

5. date ko ay naging: awkward

6. gift na nareceive ko from a guy(for girls) ay: Powerpuff pillow
gift na binigay ko to girl that I like(for boys) ay:
7. guy na nagbigay sa'kin ng chocolate/s (for girls) ay si: GJ
girl na binigyan ko ng chocolate/s (for boys) ay si:

8. guy na nagbigay sa'kin ng flower/s (for girls) ay si:GJ
girl na binigyan ko ng flower/s (for boys) ay si:

9. song na dinedicate ko sa partner ay: Pretty Boy by M2M

10. dance ko ay si: di ko maaalala ang name, basta yung sa partner ko sa prom.

11. na ka-holding hands ko ay si:

12. kiss ko ay si:

13. crush ko ay si:

14. love ko ay si: GJ xempre...love you..hehehe

And now I'm tagging the ff.:

AlmaAmielynAubreyFrancisGeraldGraceHazel LouHenryJeanJoannaJoy
Lili ValeMary DaneMolit
RaquelRonaldRosavi

♥ Joanna Pacitti, disqualified? ♥

Joanna Pacitti, the 24 year old American Idol finalist was chosen to be a part of the Top 36, and was expecting to go to the next round inspite screwing up the lyrics during the Hollywood rounds.

On the February 11 broadcast of the show, Fox TV announced that Joanna Pacitti was an "ineligible to continue" without reasons disclosed. Could it be that her past accomplishments had anything to do with this? Star magazine have speculated that the reasons behind the sudden act was because of Pacitti's "very close connections" to two executives that work in American Idol's 19 Entertainment Los Angeles office, namely, Michelle Young and Roger Widynowski.

Aside from her "connections", her past accomplishments might have added to the stir, where Pacitti at the age of 12 have already starred on "Annie". She also recorded songs on the soundtrack from the movies, "Legally Blonde" and Bratz". Her song "Out from Under" was covered on Britney Spears' 2008 album, Circus.

As of the moment Pacitti has not yet given her comment about the issue.

She was replaced by the 26-year old married mom, Felicia Barton.

♥ Akeesha's Recent Pictures ♥