♥ Moving in ♥

We recently moved in to my in-laws' house by request. Having to undergo adjustments and leaving the things and people I used to be with, was never a situation which I can just easily do and move on. But the fact that I'm in the said situation, there's no use crying over it and go back, though how painful and at the same time tempting it can be.

The things I used to despise are now haunting me and surprisingly, I miss them. My mother's big mouth, stubbornness, and constant visit to our room just to check on Akeesha which at times really annoys me a lot and Bridgette's nuisance, disturbance and funny but sometimes annoying ways are the most things I miss.

Ain't really sure if I should be happy or not but what I'm so sure about is that I miss them but it's time to move on and try on different kind of environment and company.

♥ Ang pinaka first... ♥

Hey guys, I'm commencing this tag about completing the phrase about your firsts about your love life:

Ang pinakafirst ...

1. thing na hinahanap ko sa isang partner ay: mabait pero medyo bastos.

2. ka-EB (eyeball) ko na naging bf/gf ko ay si: wala.

3. date ko ay si:

4. date ko ay sa: G-mall

5. date ko ay naging: awkward

6. gift na nareceive ko from a guy(for girls) ay: Powerpuff pillow
gift na binigay ko to girl that I like(for boys) ay:
7. guy na nagbigay sa'kin ng chocolate/s (for girls) ay si: GJ
girl na binigyan ko ng chocolate/s (for boys) ay si:

8. guy na nagbigay sa'kin ng flower/s (for girls) ay si:GJ
girl na binigyan ko ng flower/s (for boys) ay si:

9. song na dinedicate ko sa partner ay: Pretty Boy by M2M

10. dance ko ay si: di ko maaalala ang name, basta yung sa partner ko sa prom.

11. na ka-holding hands ko ay si:

12. kiss ko ay si:

13. crush ko ay si:

14. love ko ay si: GJ xempre...love you..hehehe

And now I'm tagging the ff.:

AlmaAmielynAubreyFrancisGeraldGraceHazel LouHenryJeanJoannaJoy
Lili ValeMary DaneMolit
RaquelRonaldRosavi

♥ 45th Monthsary ♥

October 03, 2008 - Out 45th monthsary. I never thought time can fly by so fast that we can even hardly notice the massive changes that's happening around us, between us and within us.

That at some point in my life, I was once a punk rock chic, whose life is centered with having fun, hanging out with friends, venturing my love-life, ended up with a broken heart, soul and dignity. There's also a point in my life where I'm on top of my league, getting and doing exactly what I wanted out of its impossibility. A pedestal, is what how everyone sees me. Lastly a point, just so little part of my life that I barely even give attention of, BEING ME.

The first part of that 45 months, I was walking in life like a zombie, not really sure If I should be out there with the rest of the dead people and continue living in hell or fight against that fact and find a cure.

One day, the hero and I crossed paths, I attacked him for the reason that I AM A ZOMBIE, I attack people, hurt them, eat them til they become my own kind. Yet the hero carrying the one and only cure, neither dodged nor used his weapon against me to save his very own existence. Unaware of his being immune to such kind of monstrosity, he tied me with him, injected me the cure, kept me clinging on to him. Inspite of me, confused of what this hero is trying to do to me, if he's ending my despair by killing me or bringing me into a life, nobody knows If I'd be able to live with.

The hero stayed there, right beside me, until I finally came to my human senses and realized how dangerous and noble this hero has done to me. He revived me out of the evil inside me.

Being grateful was never enough in exchange of the marvelous deed he's done. Eventually, after many attempts of violent reaction left from the cure, the disease went away. And that left me with love, friendship, respect and trust for the hero whom I've learned and nourished those genuine things from. If not for this hero, I would have been the same Zombie: ruthless, faithless, insensitive, I used to be.

The Day you said "You like me"

August 15, 2004 at NCCC Mall B3

Who would have thought, 4 years since then that we'd really be together. You know how I used to never been able to imagine you and me being together yet here we are.

Against all odds: friends, family, differences, will and odd circumstances.

I love you so much Hinahon, my forever man. mwahugz