On my diary: July 25,2004 (edited)

**moved from my Mi Amore blog (September 14th, 2005 by shiksa-08)

I was thinking bout that line, "Live every day as if thy last". What if I only got 24 hrs left in this world? What am I gonna do? How am I gonna spend it? With whom am I gonna spend it?

First of all, I want to start my day at exactly 8am and want to end it the same time the morrow. I’ll open my eyes and won’t fix up ’til I get to recall my very last dream and then I’d pray to God. I want Him to be the first one I’d talk to. Afterwards I’ll peep through my window and capture to memory every lil thing that my eyes can see. Then jump off heading to the bathroom and prepare, that includes whatever you’re thinking that’s needed to be done. Eat breakfast w/ my family and I’ll talk to them and express my gratifications. Done for this…

In short, I just wanted to be with my family and then I’ll get to see my friends and kaberks, hang out with them til dinner and thanking them for everything w/o telling them ’bout me passing away coz I don’t want to see them lonely and worst, in tears.Oops I almost forgot, before seeing my friends, I’d go to church and attend mass.After all that, I’ll be coming over to the house of my significant other,whoever it is,we don’t know just yet, and for the record,spend time with that person. Doesn’t matter what I’m gonna do there,all that matters is that I’m with IT. Maybe talk and talk til we get drowsy to sleep.

Yes, sleep in the arms of that person til my time comes. I want to die in his arms. That’s what I really want so that somehow I can say that I’ve rested my body, my remaining life on someone I treasure and love most.

I wanted to die in my beh’s arms…

Oh God,I love him so much.His existence and the memories he’d shared with me would always prevail, the love he showed unto me every day of my life…

God, that’s the time you can take all of me…

I’m missin’ you love

**moved from my Mi Amore blog (September 6th, 2005 by shiksa-08)

Chorus:

I’m missin’ you love and you’re not around here

I’m missin’ you love and I’m feelin’ so down in here

I:

I’m scared to wake up one morning w/o you in my arms oh baby

Illusions and nightmares are filling inside of me

It sucks and it’s driving me crazy…(Chorus)

II:

I’m reminiscin’ the times we kissed, we laughed, we cried and we maked out

Same old days and now I’m pissed

This sucks and it’s driving me crazy…(Chorus) (Bridge)

Bridge:

When I tried to look for you around imagining you’re here beside me

I just wanna say to you that I’m missin’ you so…..(Chorus)

Davao Glutathione: A Hype Worth Pursuing?

Aside from weight loss and aging, there is still one beauty problem that a lot of Filipinas nowadays deem very critical. It’s skin whitening.

For many Filipinos, the one with the fair skin looks beautiful, and this is because many of us find Caucasians attractive, and fair skin is one very glaring feature that they all share . (Aside from sharper noses and light-colored eyes.) Because of this, many of us pursue several skin whitening endeavors — from soaps, to lotions, to night creams, to pills and even injectables.

However, here’s one very critical question that we must answer—is glutathione a hype worth pursuing? Especially that it’s administered in the body using injectables and/ or pills?

For the General Health

If you want to talk about what’s hot in Davao, glutathione is one of the widely accepted oral and

injectable form of skin whitening. Aside from that, there are even published studies which says that glutathione not only helps you in skin whitening, but because it’s best to take with vitamins A, C and E, we also tend to increase our doses of those immunity-boosting vitamins.

For the Lazy/ Busy One

Many people hold very busy lives and stellar careers. When you talk about careers, many professionals also deem their looks as an important part of their climb up the corporate ladder.

And because these people have very happening lives and can spend for their looks, most of the

professionals who want to be fairer look for cheap and trusted suppliers of Davao Glutathione. It’s just like weight loss. If you are too lazy or too busy to exercise or diet, you can complement your little efforts with some weight loss pills.

For Maintenance

Because Davao is already a highly modern and industrialized city, Glutathione may now be bought in many pharmacies and in some department stores. If you are already using a whitening soap, lotion and some sunblock for your skin, Glutathione is great for complementing your topical efforts with its in - depth whitening power.

Even if you miss out on some days or you forgot to buy your favorite soap the next time you grocery shop around Davao, Glutathione (the injectable and pill versions) will be there to save your sorry skin. And you can stay white!

For the best stocks of Davao Glutathione, call (082) 244-11-94 or (63) 927-777-2298 and look for Ma. Helen Rodriguez.

What's with us lately?

3 months has passed since my last post and now it's time to update it. I'm doing this not because it's a part of my task but I'd also like to share the happenings that have occurred over the past 3 months because there sure have been quite a lot.

We've all heard of the death of the Philippines' first woman president, Corazon Cojuangco Aquino. The moment I've heard the news on TV, it was early Saturday morning, shocked as I am, but I cried. It felt like I've lost the reason why I am living freely today. Cory's repose is a huge loss to the Filipino people. Many were saddened, among them most is her family. I hope that somewhere out there, Cory is happy in the arms of her husband, Ninoy Aquino. May they both rest in peace.

Then came the typhoons such as Ondoy which have recently caused a massive destruction to many houses, businesses and hundreds of lives. Luckily our island never had to suffer from such a catastrophic event. Thank God, there are those people who have extended their help and support in order to provide the needs of the victims. This way, Filipinos have once again shown to the world how helpful and supportive we are to our fellowmen. Filipinos surely are survivors and kind by nature.

As for me and my family, there's nothing much happened really, of course except for the fast development and growth of my daughter, Lauriana Akeesha. She's 10-months old and does many tricks that have us adore and love her even more. Growing up a child is challenging but the rewards that come along with it, is definitely priceless. It's one of the things in this world, money can never buy.

Time flies by so quickly that we never notice how much we've grown, how many things we've missed and more. As the cliche goes, "Life is short." - thus we should make the most out of it, instead of wasting it into other useless and meaningless deeds. Give each and every opportunity your best shot as it may be your last. Let's treasure the things we have as nothing lasts forever.

Until next time... Make every moment count.